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1/31/2007 The Notebook & Isabella
THE NOTEBOOK
At the end of THE NOTEBOOK, with the Alzheimer going on, all of us burst into tears. Form mourning to crying, tears just ran over my face and could not stop. Always wondering, is there any way that I could go back to someone? However, time and tide wait for no man.
Things changes over times, and changed me as well. I never think about to go back to anyone before, coz' sensitive as I am, could not bear any crack in a relationship. I know myself. Whatever it takes, I have to walk straightly away.
Nevertheless, THE NOTEBOOK pushed me back to think what I should do for those things I left behind? The same theme with PERHAPS LOVE, waiting or hating is the faith about yourself, which is really heartbreaking and unstably.
Well, I will let it be. Or, perhaps, I don’t really know myself.
ISABELLA Goldpin recommended this movie to me a long time ago; I never get the chance to watch it though. Finally, I prepared myself to stand this story, still I failed. Obligation, liabilities and responsibilities are always tough topics to me. ISABELLA, which means the responsibility to God in Spanish, is definitely a pitiful name to me. Each time the name was called in the movie, was truly tear-jerking. Personally, I have an issue to say “I believe you”. To trust someone is even harder than falling love with them. How to trust people and lay my burdens down is always a lesson from God. “If no one is holding your hand, please keep your finger crossed.” Always, my version is “Since no one is trustworthy, I keep my finger crossed”.
Tyler might be right; I’m just trying to escape from my true needs. Nevertheless, I should still go on hope, right?
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I wrote those about 2 weeks before~~~ So lazy recently~~~
Snow makes me feel tired of everything~~~
1/10/2007 ...changes... (1)
A: Are you sure you don’t have a crash on him? B: Of course I don’t. A: Why? B: It is not the right time, and I’m not well prepared yet. A: But when will you be well prepared? And when is the RIGHT TIME? B: …… (2) C emailed his wedding pictures to me, shocked and lost for few seconds, then smiled. The bride got the sweetest beautiful smile in pictures. It is the ending time for the rumor between us, and I would definitely forward this news, good or bad, to everyone that knows him and me. …… (3) D: Do you like gym?
B: No, I just go there once or twice a week to keep in shape.
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One week later.
D: En, do you want to work out together? B: Sure, when? ……
(4) E: Could you please stay and chat with me? B: Sorry, it’s getting late. And you never want me to burn night oil, right? Give me your new phone number, and I will shoot you a call in a couple of days. E: Don’t waste your minutes on me. B: OK. Well, you know that I always respect other’s choices. Good night. E: …… (5) I spent 3 days, and called more than 30 stores to look for a pendant. I am never ever so desperate and determine for any jewel before. However, I still didn't find it! There must be a reason for so crazy~~~ I hope I would never be so insane again, but who knows……..
Some scenes in life recently, people changed so much and so soon, which actually scared me. I would rather be little and no worries. How should I face all the changes? They freak me out....... |
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